Sadly, not all good news are satisfying news.
The Hospital called this week to inform us about the genetic test results of our baby Elliot. He was a perfectly healthy baby and so am I. Reason of death: SADS, Sudden Antenatal Death Syndrom. In other words, the reason is: NO REASON.
That is great news for the future but so so hard to understand and so unfair.
Baby Elliot would be six weeks old today and I miss him a lot.
I just hope it is nicer in baby heaven than it is here.